just a few mintues before oct 28… i finally said yes, i was scared but i was willing to take the chance… i prayed for this, this may be it… things have been lighter, easier to bear… this could be it…

pizza pasta lamon lamon! send off party for crissy, who’s going to mckinley hill…     we’ll miss you…

     

after mt. pinatubo is mt. gulugod baboy… this is prolly be the last time i’ll be climbing a mountain… i really felt my knees about to crash, hehe… my body is aging, so… i learned something in this climb, by the way… i learned that it is not a good idea to drink alcohol, smoke weed and laugh like crazy before and during the climb…

 

oct 17, was treetop adventure day… After busting our pockets from the cebu trip last august, we were on a cheap thrill high. For less 2K, we had a whole day fo fun. I was with the “wow” group again. It was my first time to do the australian rapel and ride the “go kart” fun!

it’s a shame that i hardly get to see my dad regularly when he’s just around 3hrs away… then with one super sunny day, my bro and i decided to go… i missed my dad, he lost weight… i missed my really cute cousin and she just made my weekend…

chanyl (put down her color pens and looked at me): ate, and saya saya noh…

paula: bakit?

chanyl: kasi nandito kayo

paula: ok

chanyl: san ka sleep?

paula: sa guest room… why?

chanyl: dun nlng ikaw sa room ko, tabi tayo sa bed…

paula: di tayo kasya… mahuhulog ako…

chanyl: hug kita para di ka makatulog…

I hugged my cousin after… sweet!!! I waited until she fell asleep before i had a bottle with my dad, bro and uncle…

just love the original glaze… yesterday was sugar high day… i finished a roll of mentos, polo, krispy kreme donuts… thanks milo for the treat… yum!

 

it was Mar’s birthday and  we bought a white forest cake for dessert. it was sweet, if not too sweet… celebrating birthdays are always nice…

 

everything’s ok until you ruined it… hate being reminded that it would take a lot for us to be together if not never… L

after all these, I’m still here… waiting… everytime, it never fails to upset me… I need you jham and froyo, make me forget… pls…

missing the sun on my shoulder and my toes on the sand…

and I was asked what made me smile today… surprisingly, it didn’t take a while for me to respond… I knew right away what made me smile… and I smiled while thinking about those that had made me smile today… J

memories of 20090925… we we’re at a friend’s place in pasig, just decided to get together and catch up  on what’s new… like my bangs, hhehe (kidding)… we got a chance to chat with oj whom we miss so much… a lot has changed and somebody has a new love and somebody got promoted…

just trying to get on track… again…

just hate this, waiting… wanting… being jealous… but then i wanted this… iwanted this to work… i love… but i’m tired…

drinking while walking in ayala… hehe, yum!