You work hard…

You sacrifice…

You give more…

Expect less…

You wait…

And wait…

 

And then you realize… dreams have deadlines too… and it’s way past due…

I could almost touch it.

Another one to conquer my soul.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

tayo… kailan kaya tayo?

One more day and it’ll be another workweek. Lately has been extra extra hard to deal with things. waking up in the middle of my sleep has become a habit. I worry and feel sad. Taking some time off or vacations doesn’t seem to work anymore. Hay, what’s wrong with this picture?

Happy birthday meyng… J lym…

Take a risk…

Take a chance…

We all grow up…

We all face doubt…

We all make choices…

What’s yours?

Profound disorientation…

That must be it.  

It was real.

It felt good.

I felt love.

I gave love.

But we just can’t.

We’re not at all fine… not fine now…

summer’s birthday…

It was a hot Saturday. Dason and Sarah picked us (Mao and I) up in GMA. Then we went to Shakey’s @ Timog for Summer’s 1st birthday party. I was expecting more kids, other than us… We had fun, as always. A bit of catching up on what everyone has been doing. Wedding plans on the way for some of us (yup, not just one… *wink*). Oh, thanks to Cess for treating us coffee after the party. I’m actually craving for one right now…

i thought…

I thought I could… I really thought I can… then I thought wrong… I got tired and weary… but a bit fulfilled…
 
 
 

Yes, I really had a hard time doing the one-time 30 skip jumping rope. J… We had this mini teambuilding event on lunchtime for one week. The day’s theme was kiddy games. I volunteered for the jumping rope relay. So it was actually my fault. And yes, sometimes what seemed easy may not be easy after all. hehe

octomode…

And then I wonder. I took a chance. I knew what could happen. I got hurt. Again. And then I wonder. And I’ll just wait. Hoping that the next would hurt a little less. J

Happy birthday. You were supposed to be what, 28 or 29? I miss you and the lady who made us laugh with her “brownie” story. Now I have one less person to talk about that. DO you know that I got more scared of sharing it ‘cause I might lose them too? It was about a month after I told you when you left. I left a birthday message on your site by the way. It was a little less hurting to know that there are a lot of us feeling the same way. Who wouldn’t anyway? You said you were going to treat us. Maybe next time…J as they say, time flies so fast. It’s been almost a year man. I miss singing “in a rush” for you and the tall guy. Happy birthday, we miss you lots. We know you’re in a better place now. Watch over us will yah…